And you thought I was kidding!

My last post I said I was going to make tons of money online eventually. You think I was kidding or that it was a fantasy? Here’s proof of he beginning of my success.. Mwahh haaah haah haaaaaah!

(Un)Lucky me!

So the other day I got a package from Amazon.com. Donna asked me what the heck I ordered from Amazon. WTF? I didn’t order anything!

So she opens it and lo and behold there is a Zune in there! WTF again?!

It only takes me a second to figure out where it came from. I won it from Pepsistuff.com! I’ve been putting my Pepsi codes in there and entering to win a Zune! I’ve probably entered 50 times. They give away 5 of them a day. Obviously I won! Dang exciting!(Clicky here to see the Zune I won!)

If you don’t know what a Zune is, it is Microsoft’s equivalent of an iPod. And I really love the thing. I can watch videos on it, put my music on it, pictures, and even listen to FM radio! Nice!

In other news: My laptop screen died so I had to take the damn thing to BestBuy again. They said it will be two weeks before I get it back. So that sucks. Now I know why I hate HP junk… because it’s JUNK! Good thing it’s still under warranty. Two more qualified repairs and I get to quote the Best Buy Lemon Policy to them and they have to give me $1400.00 store credit so I can replace the piece of shit.

Also, I’ve found a way to make huge money online. Won’t say much about it until I can prove it though. Hopefully I can make it work out. It’ll take some time to build up to making over a hundred bucks a day though.. yes a DAY! It’s legit and legal too…That’s all I’m going to say about that…

IN fact, that’s all I’m going to say about anything! See ya!

Update Finally…in High Def

To watch in HD. Click “hd is off” button in video, go to Vimeo site and play the video in full screen.

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Love and loneliness

I wish my wife knew how much I loved her. I wish she loved me like she used to. I feel so lonely…

I may post a video tomorrow….

In Suspense

My laptop hard drive died so I had to take it in to Best Buy for repair. After it gets repaired I will update this (probably make a video) to let everyone know what is happening with me and my life.

Until then, I’ll have to keep you in suspense…

The Real Me.

My wife told me the other night she wanted a divorce because she wasn’t in love with me anymore. Naturally, I was devastated. I became more devastated when I realized that it was my fault.

She was ready to end it no matter what. But I had things to say first. And I’ve spent the last several days saying things to her. Things I’ve had stuffed inside for years. I’ve never been this open before… I’ve never been able too.

Hiatus

I won’t be posting in here for a while. I need to take a break and evaluate some things in my life. I need to think about many things that need to change. I need to figure out how to get back on track with many things that have gone off course.

When/if I get this done then I’ll be back.

Mom

I went and kidnapped my mom from Nebraska last Sunday. She has been staying with us ever since. I have to take her back home on Saturday. We’re going to stop at the casino for a little bit before heading back. Just put a few bucks in the slots and leave with our winnings (or losings depending on how lucky we are).

Things have been going good this week. Mom, the kids, and I have been hanging out quite a bit. Haven’t really done too much though. We went to the lake, and the park, and ummm.. that’s about it.

I’m hoping that by bringing my mom here for a week that she’ll decide to move to Topeka. The only thing is getting her set up here the same way she is in Nebraska. She’s disabled and has lots of assistance in Nebraska that I’m not sure she could get here. For instance, there is a place in Nebraska that pays her rent for her since she lives on a very limited income. I’m not sure if there’s such a place here in Kansas. She certainly couldn’t afford the price for rent here in Topeka. I don’t know… We’ll see what we can do.

Time for a change?

So after some long, hard thinking. I’ve decided to go back to work doing something. Right now I’d prefer something with minimal public interaction due to my social anxiety disorder. I’m thinking some kind of night shift work. Perhaps unloading trucks and stocking shelves at Wal-Mart or something similar.

There’s no way in hell I’m going to be a cashier or any crap like that like I was years ago at Dillon’s. I couldn’t handle that. But something that doesn’t deal with the public.
So I’ve been looking into that and already have put in a couple of applications.

We’ll see how that goes and I’ll let you know. It would be odd indeed if this was no longer a stay-at home dad blog.

I just have to overcome my severe social anxiety and force myself out to get a job. It may take a few weeks but I’ll get there.

I’ll keep you updated on the job search…

I’m fat! Well sorta…though not as much!

So I’ve been told a couple times now: “Boy Josh, you’ve lost weight!” If that doesn’t make me feel good.
I’ve been working out on and off for the last two and a half months. I’m in a LOT better shape than I was 3 months ago and I’ve built quite a bit of lean muscle mass which helps boost my metabolism.
Our scale is broke so I have no idea how much I weigh and really don’t care. Right now I’m just concentrating on my workouts and improving my fitness level and building muscle, which will in turn burn fat.
I haven’t even been worried too much about what I eat and how much. I eat when I’m hungry and I eat whatever’s available. Whether it’s McDonald’s cheeseburgers or fruit and veggies.
I stopped obsessing over what I eat because my metobolism has increased so much that I can pretty much eat anything now and not worry about it sticking to my ribs. In fact, I can probably eat anything and still continue to lose weight. Though a lot slower than if I was eating a reduced calorie diet. But who the hell likes eating LESS? Not me! I love to eat which is one reason why I got so fat in the first place. Except now I can eat a lot and then turn around and burn it off by exercising!
Speaking of exercising, I think I’ll go do a 20 minute morning warmup workout to get my metabolism pumping…. Have a wonderful, warm Spring day everyone!